September is a bad month for me, has been since I was 21 and my daddie died. It used to be my favorite Autumn month to me. But I think that I may have to pick another one.
Well it was awful having an online friend loss through suicide and an extended family member die, I thought that was awful. Then this past week happened, two more extended family deaths, three death anniversaries, one of which was my father, another a beloved doggie, and a beloved adult nephew, and then 9.11 happened. Well that is over with for the next year, but unfortunately, the month isn’t even half over with yet, and the emotions have decided to hang around, so I guess I need to do some more mourning and grieving work. That’s totally doable. Only in smaller doses please.