Connectedness to My Soul
August 18, 2011 at 12:05 am Leave a comment
My soul is very wise. It took me a while to know and understand that.
In 1998 I wrote a poem about the incident of child sexual abuse that led to my splitting into pieces and becoming multiple. I worked on this poem for six months, trying to get it to say exactly what I wanted it to say. It is the first poem of mine that I posted to my blog. It is here: A Child Abused.
Several years later I had been reflecting upon the poem, being multiple, and my soul a lot. I realized how wise my soul was to make the decision to live. I was very overwhelmed with this. As always I was shocked and amazed at the wisdom of my soul.
I decided to leave the decision of my life and death up to my soul and it allowed me to finally put aside the long-term and recurring suicidal ideation. I still do not struggle with this issue, thanks to my connectedness and the trust that I have in my soul.
My soul breathes in life.
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Entry filed under: abuse by mother, abuse survivor, attachment, attachment/bonding, child sexual abuse, complex post traumatic stress disorder, connectedness, Dissociative Identity Disorder, grounding/coping skills, healing from abuse, incest survivor, MDSA, mother daughter sexual abuse, post traumatic stress disorder. Tags: abuse by mother, abuse survivor, attachment, attachment/bonding, bonding, c-ptsd, child sexual abuse, connectedness, Dissociative Identity Disorder, grounding, grounding/coping skills, healing from abuse, MDSA, mother daughter sexual abuse, PTSD.
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